Icon(ic) Thinky Thoughts: The Blues so Bad....

[red_satin_doll]

As I predicted, the entries in round 170 (Bad to the Bone) of otherworldlyric are amazing, assured, sophisticated, and subversive/beautiful/funny, etc. People managed to make something new and wonderful (several somethings new and wonderful actually) out of a dumb song (can we talk? Oh, wait, we already did....)

I had to vote for 3 entries and I ALWAYS want to vote for at least 4. Never fail. *Guilt sets in*  Maybe instead of voting I should just leave praise in the comments? What if they threw a challenge and nobody....eh, nevah mind.

Share my pain and go vote; the entrees deserve admiration and acclaim.

Speaking of otherworldlyric....there was an additional image of Buffy on the stairs in AfterLife that I tried to make into an icon for challenge #165 (World on Fire); and somehow forgot to mention when I posted the other images I made for that challenge:

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Somehow I couldn't get this to work to my satisfaction "sized down", at least not with Photobucket, but I like the image. "Like" isn't quite the right word, actually; "twists the knife in my heart" is more accurate. But then strangely enough I feel better for it: "Whatever I'm going through it's nowhere near the magnitude of the shit Buffy is dealing with."

kwritten kindly told me about ipiccy, the program she uses for icons and I haven't made near the strides with it that clockwork_hart1 has; proving once again it's not the tools, it's the user that's key.  But I decided to play around with this image with it a little more.  I think I understand a bit better the excitement of the young guys in my grad program in filmmaking twenty years ago when the department switched to video editing from film *sniffle* and bought a video "toaster". Suddenly it seemed like storytelling was abandoned in the search for cool effects. Some of us turned up our noses at this but now? I can relate.  Effects are fun. Sue me. Whether they are useful or "serve story" as Baz Luhrmann used to say is another matter.

It's not the tools, it's the one who wields them and how that matters.

With each of these I was emphasizing, or trying to, the "erasure" of Buffy Summers; the denial of her emotions and her full reality by her friends, by herself for their sake and perhaps her own, the only way she knows how to cope; by the writers and perhaps within the fandom itself.

She's not the Buffybot. She couldn't possibly be. But oh how they want her to be - how we want her to be, demand that she be - and oh how hard she tries. But I'm getting ahead of the story....

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Because I haven't taken time to master ipiccy thoroughly yet, I transferred the images above from it to Photobucket to "finish them up" with the more mundane aspects of downsizing etc. Lesson learned: the two are not entirely compatible; PB was too slow, too crude to save most the of the images when I attempted to downsize them. Apparently the simpler the effects to start with, the better:

8) 9) 10)

As always - snag if you like but give proper credit. (Not that you'd do it any other way.)

#10 was actually the only successful example of making an image in ipiccy - #9 - and adding more layers of effects atop that in PB. When it comes to icons and imagery I always tend toward the extremes: beautiful images treated in the simplest manner possible, or layering as many effects as possible without "losing" the image.

BTW - I didn't "sign" any of these - should I do, Gentle Reader? **  I pestered my sweetie when she entered art school about proper signatures: "The history of art is filled with works by women whose signatures were replaced by those of men! Female artists have been erased from art history - so sign your work and stop being so modest for god's sake!"

But then I don't take my own advice because this doesn't seem "real" somehow. It's play, it's cheating, it's just a screencap, it's fanart and...I don't know what. Yet I wouldn't deny that "fanart" can be genuine art. I have marveled at the gorgeous, detailed Illyria banners (here and here) that comlodge has posted recently, for example. Clicking the images to enlarge is like being pulled into another universe entirely. There is no other word for them but "works of art".

Nor am I "against" computer art in any sense, except when it's misused for it's own sake. Any lingering prejudices I had regarding computer art melted away ten years ago when my sweetie went to a traditional art school that emphasized the "academic model" in the Renaissance tradition. After five years and hundred of landscapes, pastures, equine painting, and salon-style nudes (good, bad and indifferent) I developed a great appreciation for the work of Jackson Pollack.

And because Toy Story. Finding Nemo. Ratatouille made me cry. 'nuff said.

** ETA: "signature" has been added to the larger images because velvetwhip is absolutely right on the matter (Would I submit a story unsigned? Of course not.) This is a truism of this fandom: When in doubt, trust in her wit and her wisdom; she will not steer you wrong.

Comments

[kikimay]

As far as I know the producers said that they didn't think about the meaning of the single tarots, they just made some associations they thought were fine (Some of them really are, for example the tarrot "The Tower" which always means loss and something bad happening) and Bangel were "the Lovers" Spuffy were "the Demon".

Yeah, it kinda biased. Some shippers think that Dark Horse artists are Bangel. I hope that that's not totally true.

[red-satin-doll.livejournal.com]

Their death card seems to be rather literal, when in the classic tarot death is not literal death, it's transformation - that can but does not necessarily include a death. So basically they literalized the cards, which is ok if you just want to look at pretty cards.

I wonder why they never completed the set? (IDK, maybe the spacefrak had something to do with it? )

Some shippers think that Dark Horse artists are Bangel. I hope that that's not totally true.

When I saw S8 I felt bad for Angel/Bangel fans because if I were an Angel fan I'd be FURIOUS about the spacefrak. (I already was as a Buffy fan) but I guess - not so much? How anyone can see that debacle as "confirmation of their ship", I have no idea.

(I knew I shouldn't get rid of the "Me dating Warren in the comics?" icon just yet. Never know when you're gonna have to pull it out!)

[kikimay]

Their death card seems to be rather literal, when in the classic tarot death is not literal death, it's transformation - that can but does not necessarily include a death. So basically they literalized the cards, which is ok if you just want to look at pretty cards.

Basically, yes. I heard rumor that they didn't finish because apparently tarots are a religious matter or something? I don't know if I'm right. I remember this pseudo-explanation and nothing else.

When I saw S8 I felt bad for Angel/Bangel fans because if I were an Angel fan I'd be FURIOUS about the spacefrak. (I already was as a Buffy fan) but I guess - not so much? How anyone can see that debacle as "confirmation of their ship", I have no idea.

Agreed. As far as I know, some Bangels thought that the sex was the confirmation of Buffy/Angel's forever love. So ... I guess they are happy with the whole spacefrak? I don't know. I just knew some fanatical Bangels and I don't even want to try to understand how their brain works. No, thanks. Personally I was skeptic from the first panel of Angel/Buffy reunion, but I know that they were celebrating. In the end, some of us got what they deserve.

(I knew I shouldn't get rid of the "Me dating Warren in the comics?" icon just yet. Never know when you're gonna have to pull it out!)

It's a meaningful and useful icon.

[red-satin-doll.livejournal.com]

I heard rumor that they didn't finish because apparently tarots are a religious matter or something? I don't know if I'm right. I remember this pseudo-explanation and nothing else.

pseudo-explanation is an excellent term for this.

It's a meaningful and useful icon.

Unfortunately so.