Um, because....deep-seated insecurity and shame around issues which are normally shrouded in silence?

But, hey, on the upside - it didn't occur to me to worry about it until after I hit the post button, in fact until after your remarks and all my insecurties came rushing back to the surface (not your fault! they're just there.) But before, I wouldn't have even said any of this but deleted it before posting,

so, hurray for progress! :)

You discussed how this show relates to your life and why.

I am glad it worked that way and didn't seem random - I guess I need to have more confidence in my voice and style. And honestly, I think I am getting there. Thanks in a little more than part to you and the wonderful people who stop by here and give feedback.

Anyway, if they do, they can go take a long walk off a short cliff as far as I am concerned.

Which is the exact same thing I said to a friend recently - sometimes we just need someone to give us our own medicine!